Thursday, June 02, 2011

γειά σας! (hello!)

independently, and long before we met each other, the hubs and i put a trip to greece on our bucket lists. last week, as part of our efforts to "enjoy life before babies", we crossed that item off our lists. now, any vacation is in my book a GOOD vacation, but this... was really a GOOD vacation.

we spent the first few days in athens, trekking over the entire city on foot and using the metro. our hotel was in plaka, a fairly touristy neighborhood with souvenir shops and restaurants crowding the narrow streets... and, oh by the way, THE ACROPOLIS smack dab in the middle. we were struck by the juxtaposition of classical, ancient architecture and ruins amidst modern fixtures. every so often we'd turn a corner and find a little square with an impossibly old looking stone arch... i suppose that's how athenians know who's a tourist- the one taking pictures of that old heap of rocks. we also ran into a little class of maybe 2nd graders, having a field trip and learning about history while sitting in the shade of the parthenon. how cool is that??! we of course hiked the Acropolis, visited museums (New Acropolis Museum and the National Archeological Museum were must-sees), the National Gardens, sipped coffee in Syntagma square, watched the changing of the guards in front of Parliament, shopped along Ermou Street, and ate ridiculously well. Gelato nearly every day (it really does taste better in Europe! must be the cows), refined and rustic preparations of moussaka + souvlaki, gallons of olive oil with freshly baked bread, baklava and marzipan goodies... *sigh* i like to think that the hours of trekking made up for the way we ate, though the pounds that we both gained over the week would beg to differ.

then we flew to santorini. when we explore an island, we EXPLORE. we probably drove through all the major roads of the island in our little smart car convertible. we walked basically ALL of the streets of oia and thira (the major cities on santorini), most of them multiple times. we saw ancient thira, the ruins of akrotiri, ancient monasteries (one right next to an apparently radioactive military base), museums with artifacts from 17th century BC, and all sorts of beaches (red, white, black). but, lest one think that this family doesn't know how to relax, we also spent an entire afternoon lounging by the pool. we watched the sunset every single night, usually whilst lingering over a delicious dinner. and oh, the food. santorini is known for their cherry tomatoes, fava beans, white aubergine (eggplant), and we ate copious amounts of all of the above.

at the very end of our trip, we saw a brief glimpse of the rumblings that have been going through the country in the form of a very laid-back "demo" in front of a sleepy government building in thira. otherwise, we would hardly have known that the country was on the brink of insolvency, though the long periods of inaccessibility to shops/restaurants in the afternoon (from about 2pm-5 or sometimes 7pm) hinted at the "work ethic" which may have led to austerity measures. the country is primarily dependent on tourism for the economy, so i suspect we were mostly spared from whatever ugliness may be the reality for greek people... but selfishly, i was grateful. i got my greek adventure, and am having trouble adjusting to the fact that i'm not there anymore. *sigh* perhaps someday, when the as-of-yet theoretical "kids" are learning about greek mythology, we'll be able to go back... God willing.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

This is our 2011 team for the CAFP Battle of the Residents.. and for two years running we have come in second. Third time's the charm?
We drowned our disappointment in Asian fusion food at Betelnut as arranged by Serena, so at least we got a pleasant evening in the city (and a travel mug) for our efforts.


(tim, me, char)

Thursday, April 21, 2011

spring has sprung!

so after the hibernation of night float, I've been happily adjusting to a regular schedule and the ability to enjoy gorgeous spring days... though my nose/sinuses object to the blooming greenery that so delights my eyes. the hubs and i have kept busy, finding hidden tennis courts in the pocket (very secret garden-esque), hiking, planting, exploring napa/st helena/sonoma, all of which i will be very glad to demonstrate through our new and improved pictures (from our new and improved camera) as soon as i find a way to edit down the size of these monstrous files...
june 2012 doesn't seem so far away now that i'm able to enjoy our family's half-attending status and mostly-free weekends. and now i can say that i am DONE with inpatient rotations, forever. so fitting that easter is around the corner- i feel renewed! :)

Monday, March 14, 2011

snippets from the ED

thank you, oh ER schedulers, for scheduling me for 4 full weekends in a row. really appreciated that. especially for making me come in on sunday morning, after spring forward. that was a treat.
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to the lady complaining loudly about me after i leave the room... just because i close the curtain on your narcotic-seeking, symptom-faking self doesn't mean i can't hear you. it's a CURTAIN. and moreover, what you're saying doesn't make me any more likely to give you what you want. might wanna take that into consideration next time you call 911 claiming to have fallen. oh and by the way, the paramedics actually remember that they took to you another ER last week, for the same exact complaint. the psych side of me acknowledges that this is why it's called a personality/substance-use DISORDER, the human side of me is still ridiculously frustrated and disgusted.
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i am more determined now than ever to discuss end of life care with my family and patients. coded an 86 year old Asian grandma yesterday who collapsed in the hallway before even being roomed in the ER. as i stood on a stool over her, pounding her chest as her horrified family sobbed in the hallway, i thought... why? and, this is really not the way life should end.
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on a happier note, i think that the ER folks are kinda like brothers/sisters from another mother to FP folks. but also like siblings who wonder how they could have come from the same parents sometimes.
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as happy as i will be to be done with calls and night shifts FOREVER, i must say that my absence has inspired the hubs to great culinary heights. there really is nothing like coming back after a 12+ hour shift to a home-cooked meal.
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i've been very impressed by the ER staff's growing familiarity and expertise with dealing with psychiatric emergencies. am the opposite of impressed by what this says about the state of mental health care in our county.
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2 weeks of jeopardy, and 2 weeks of night float then i'm done with inpatient rotations foreva. BRING IT ON!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

you mean money doesn't grow on trees?

the hubs is working hard for his attending salary... i'm a kaiser widow tonight. here's hoping that this doesn't become a habit. i think i'd much rather be a golf widow.

night and day

after three 7pm-7am shifts in a row, i suppose it is too much to ask to adjust back normally in one day to a regular work-hour circadian rhythm. sigh.

this ER rotation has catalyzed a transient role reversal between me and the hubs, however... one that i am not minding in the least! cooking is usually my responsibility, but given that i am essentially useless and unable (or unwilling) to do anything but stuff my face and sleep when i'm at home in between shifts, my intrepid hubby has taken up that mantle- at least over the weekend. i've been so happy to come home to hearty home-cooked breakfasts, and waking up to eat a healthy dinner before my shift... all prepared by the hubs himself. notable differences in our cooking styles- he's a lot more conscious/parsimonious with salt and fat. his menu choices tend to be driven by whatever was on sale at the market. he tends towards simple, clean presentation. all excellent contrasts to what he calls my "taste-driven" style (i.e. whatever tastes good, and damn the cost/calories). oh, i am so grateful... and making a point of showering him with lots of positive reinforcement ;)

Sunday, February 13, 2011

a cure for cynicism

multiple nights of good rest, sunshine, tasty eats and plenty of quality time with the hubby make for a much less cynical/jaded me. this year might not be so bad after all! so far, my 2011 has been marked by my tentative entry into social networking (which is actually a sign of a triumph over SCMHTC-induced paranoia about stalker-ish psych patients), a renewed commitment to de-jabba-fying myself (i.e. reducing my resemblance to jabba the hut), and a dawning realization that my time as an indentured servant (i.e. residency) is indeed growing shorter. and after all, what are my minor upsets in the face of tectonic shifts in the world, where revolution is a reality and freedom is a struggle?
the big picture. so hard to see sometimes... but always worth the effort.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

sleep-deprived cynical musings (take with grain of salt)

"Do you not know, my son, with how little wisdom the world is governed?"- Count Axel Oxenstierna

after a year of NOT being sleep deprived, i suppose it's natural to expect a little... adjustment in both body and soul when stepping back into the life of late-night calls and long clinic days... but somehow i feel that irrespective of my current rotation or sleep debt, i would still feel the same way. and that is, that it kinda sucks to be a grown-up. one realizes that the other grown-ups don't know what they're doing. maybe it's because i'm on a peds rotation now, but i'm really getting nostalgic for the days of blissful childhood ignorance. hell, i'd settle for blissful early 20s ignorance even if it meant taking on all of that collegiate/med school frenetic angst. anything to distract from what is looking increasingly like a bleak reality.


Monday, December 27, 2010

sweet december

i do so love the holidays... not least because they always involve good eats.

this year for my bday, the hubs made a reservation at the OTHER dinner experience restaurant in sacto- the supper club.
was a lovely experience after all, and now we are looking forward to exploring the yumminess that awaits us in napa and the bay area. we're planning on working our way through our "bucket list" of norcal restaurants before our lives take us elsewhere...

but before we leave, there are still 1.5 more years of residency to go! i'm so fortunate to have these awesome folks to spend that time with- my family/psych co-residents! some pics from our recent retreat-

... and christmas at home, who can beat that?
this year for christmas dinner, we decided to bust out a "family favorites" menu... seeing as we did the whole turkey/stuffing/kit&caboodle meal for thanksgiving. twas a delicious hodge podge of goodness- kalbijjim, salmon, lasagna, french onion soup...
we ended our meal with lovely desserts from porto's, courtesy of our guests- angela, eunice and john... mmm, cheese rolls.

and finally, i couldn't leave without seeing my newest little niece-
olivia! so tiny, so precious... my mom had to pry her from my arms, which are still protesting with little cramps at the insult.

family, friends, food... what more could i ask for? now, to work on those new year's resolutions...

Monday, November 15, 2010

dinner IS the show

this year, for the hub's bday, we decided to go all out and have dinner at the one restaurant in sacramento we've been saving up to try...
the kitchen!
we weren't disappointed.
the chef showed us all of the fresh product he used in the courses, described where he sourced these products, and in exquisitely gratifying detail, talked about how he and his chefs created our lovely menu. was a foodie's dream- at least, this foodie's dream come true.
though they had many wines, including one with the awesome label above to the right ("I was about to draw you a pretty picture when it dawned on me that pretty pictures annoy me."), we indulged in a nonalcoholic treat- french apple cider!

and to end our evening, a "white glove" tea service where we got personalized brews of tea in our own little kettles. though i think the best part of our dinner was their wonderful accommodative spirit- for example, i asked for some soy milk for my coffee (given my lactose intolerance). turns out they didn't have any... but instead, they MADE some rice "milk" on the spot- FYI it involves a blender. they were also able to make substitutions on all the courses that had non-SDA-approved meats, which were mostly successful. twas an extravagantly expensive (though not as outrageous as french laundry- that must wait til next year, hehe) meal, but truly worth it in my opinion for the experience. turns out i benefited quite handsomely as well from the hub's bday... just the way it should be ;)